Every time I try be strict about my calorie intake I seem to lose control and eat too much. I mean it was probably the same as my usual intake but I didn’t workout so it seems worse. I don’t usually worry about this but I work my butt off at the gym and have seen no fat loss so my only option for weight loss is through a reduced calorie intake. I’ve got to figure this out somehow.

Anyways, the whole issue has put me in a funk and I slept poorly because of it. Plus my poor little nephew went to the hospital yesterday because he was sick & wouldn’t drink water. They had issues putting an IV in, one vein collapsed and another was bleeding. I don’t know if he’s doing better or not. It makes me sad that he’s going through this.

Right now I have to make the choice to change my attitude and focus on the positive stuff. I debating between Belly Dancing or RIPPED this morning. I want to do both but I can’t spend 3 hours at the gym today. I’ll probably go with RIPPED since its a better workout.

Then later the monsters are invading. And by monsters I mean my 3 toddler nephews who are going to destroy my house and their sisters who are going to eat all my fruit and make a lot of noise. Oh what fun.